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Chapter 39 & 40

Rayaan's pov:

I stayed still, holding her hand,Machines beeped quietly around us, monitoring, tracking but they weren’t telling me what I needed to know. They weren’t telling me if she’d open her eyes again. If I’d hear her voice. If she’d smile at me with that spark in her eyes.

I leaned closer, brushing my fingers gently over her cheek.

ā€œArviā€¦ā€ I whispered again, voice hoarse, ā€œplease… just give me something. A blink. A twitch. Anything.ā€

Nothing.

My throat burned. I swallowed the pain, but it didn’t go down. It stayed lodged there like guilt, like regret.

I looked at her face, so peaceful, and yet… broken. And I hated myself for it. I hated how I’d pushed her away when all she ever did was love me. I hated how I’d let silence sit between us when I should’ve fought harder to hear her voice.

I sat beside her helpless my world unraveling with every silent second that passed.

ā€œYou feared me,ā€ I whispered, voice hoarse ashamed. ā€œYou flinched when I raised my voice do you know what that did to me?ā€

My fingers curled around her limp hand, trembling.

ā€œI hurt you. I made you cry. I accused you called you things I should’ve never said and still… you stayed.ā€

I stared at her face, pale, unmoving too quiet.

ā€œNot because you trusted me. Not because you felt safe but because you didn’t have a choice.ā€

The words tasted bitter on my tongue but they needed to be said.

ā€œYou were never a gold digger, Arvi. You were just… surviving. In a world I made unbearable.ā€

My jaw clenched shame rippling through my chest like fire.

ā€œI saw your fear and I ignored it. I saw your strength and I tried to break it. I didn’t protect you. I was the storm you needed saving from.ā€

A tear slipped down my cheek but I didn’t move to wipe it.

ā€œI’m not asking you to forgive me,ā€ I murmured, ā€œbut please… give me a chance to make it right. Wake up. Give me a chance to be the man you deserved from the start.ā€

Her hand still cold didn’t respond. My breath hitched.

ā€œI need you to come back,ā€ I whispered, eyes burning, ā€œeven if it’s just to walk away from me on your terms this time. Not mine.ā€

I leaned forward pressing my lips to her forehead softly, gently, as if she’d break.

ā€œI’m sorry, Arvi. For everything.ā€

And then silence.

But this time, I didn’t fill it with power. I let it scream.

Because I had finally heard it.

ā€œJaan… pleaseā€¦ā€ My voice trembled as I leaned closer to her, my heart pounding, ā€œplease wake up.ā€

I gently held her hand, my grip tight but gentle, like I was holding onto the last thread of hope.

ā€œArvi, please… I need you to open your eyes,ā€ I whispered, my throat tightening, ā€œI can’t do this without you. Please, just wake up.ā€

I stared at her, willing her to move, to show some sign that she could hear me.

ā€œArvi, pleaseā€¦ā€ I said again, my voice breaking. ā€œDon’t leave me like this. Please, wake up, jaan.ā€

I stayed there, my breath shallow, my heart aching, hoping for even the slightest movement from her.

ā€œPlease, Rayaan Oberio is pleading you, your husbandā€ I whispered once more, my voice cracking in desperation.

I held her hand tighter, pleading silently with everything I had left in me, but she didn’t respond.

And still, I didn’t move. Because I couldn’t. Not until she opened her eyes and came back to me.

For a moment, there was nothing just silence, the beeping of machines, and my own desperate pleas.

And then, it happened.

Her eyes fluttered.

I froze. My heart raced as I watched, watched as her eyelids slowly parted, and her gaze found mine.

She stared at me for a moment no words, just that fragile look like she was unsure if I was real, unsure if I was the one who had been holding her hand, whispering to her, praying for her to wake up.

And then the tears came.

Silent. Slow. Her lips trembled, and I saw the pain, the years of hurt and fear that I had caused her, reflected in her eyes. She didn’t speak, but her tears said it all.

She cried.

I couldn’t breathe. The sight of her my Arvi, the woman I had hurt so many times broken before me, made my chest tighten with guilt.

I swallowed hard, my voice barely a whisper.

ā€œI’m sorry,ā€ I said, the words choking me, ā€œI’m sorry for leaving you. I’m sorry for all the times I wasn’t there when you needed me.ā€

Her tears fell faster, her body trembling as she silently cried. And I just watched her, helpless, unable to do anything to take away the pain I had caused.

I reached for her hand, holding it as gently as I could.

ā€œPlease forgive me, Arvi. Please… I’m sorry for everything.ā€

But she didn’t respond not with words.

She only cried. Silently, quietly, the tears spilling down her face, as if they were the only way she knew how to release everything that had built up.

And I couldn’t stop it. I couldn’t stop her tears. All I could do was watch her my heart breaking with every sob she let out.

I stayed there, by her side, not knowing what else to say. Because right now, the only thing I needed was for her to know I was there for her to know I wouldn’t leave again.

Her tears kept falling, and it felt like everything around me paused the world standing still as I watched her face twist in pain.

And then, her voice soft, fragile cut through the silence.

ā€œAap aa gayeā€¦ā€ she whispered, her eyes searching mine for answers, as if she wasn’t sure whether to believe it.

I nodded, the words stuck in my throat. I didn’t know how to make her understand. ā€œYes, Arvi… I’m here. I’m not going anywhere.ā€

She blinked, another tear slipping down her cheek. ā€œAap mujhe chhod kar kyun gayeā€¦ā€ Her voice cracked, barely audible, but it shattered me in ways I couldn’t describe. ā€œAap mujhe kyun chord gaye, Rayaan?ā€

The pain in her voice the hurt of abandonment made my chest tighten. She didn’t understand. I didn’t have an answer. Not a good one. I’d been selfish, and now here she was hurt, confused, and all I could do was sit there and look at her.

ā€œI’m sorryā€¦ā€ The words came out like a breath, desperate and full of regret. ā€œI’m so sorry, Arvi. I should’ve never left you. I was wrong.ā€

Her tears continued to fall, her gaze not leaving mine, full of hurt and disbelief. ā€œAap kyun gaye muje akela chord kr? Aap ne mujhe samjha hi nahi… kabhiā€¦ā€

Her voice trailed off as she looked away, her pain evident in the way she shut herself off from me. And I couldn’t blame her. Not after everything.

ā€œI was wrong,ā€ I repeated, my throat tight. ā€œI never should have left. Please… please, look at me. I’m here now. I’m sorry for everything.ā€

Arvi’s tears were unstoppable now, and my heart felt like it was being ripped apart with every drop. I had hurt her, left her, and now she was asking me why. She needed an answer one I didn’t want to admit, but one I had to say.

I took a deep breath, my chest tightening with the weight of the truth. ā€œArvi, Iā€¦ā€ My voice cracked, but I forced myself to speak. ā€œI left because I thought I’d lose you. Just like I lost someone else in the past. I was scared scared of losing you, too. And I didn’t know how to handle it. I thought I’d protect myself by pushing you away. But I was wrong. So wrong.ā€

I could see the confusion in her eyes as she tried to process my words. Her lips parted as though she wanted to say something, but I couldn’t stop now.

ā€œI love you, Arvi,ā€ I whispered, my voice raw. ā€œI love you more than I ever knew how to say. I pushed you away because I was terrified of what it meant to let someone in, but the truth is, I need you. I can’t breathe without you. I… I love you.ā€

Her eyes softened, but the pain was still there so much of it. She searched my face for any sign that I was telling the truth. And I didn’t blame her. My actions had betrayed my feelings for so long.

For a moment, there was only silence between us, a silence that felt like it stretched for years. And then, finally, her lips trembled, and she spoke in a voice that was barely a whisper.

ā€œGale lagayi muje…Deakh kya rhe haiā€ she said softly, the words shaky, full of longing.

Before I could even respond, she reached out, pulling me closer with her arms. She pressed her face against my chest, and I could feel her warmth, the tremors of her body as she held onto me.

I wrapped my arms around her, pulling her as close as I could. The weight of the past seemed to fall away, replaced by the connection we had always shared, even when we didn’t know how to express it.

I lowered my head and kissed her forehead gently, a soft, tender kiss that held all the apologies I could never speak, all the love I had kept hidden for so long.

ā€œI’m here now,ā€ I whispered, my lips brushing against her skin. ā€œI won’t leave again. I swear.ā€

And for the first time in so long, I felt whole. In her arms, I felt like I could finally breathe.

Arvi's pov:

I lay there, my body aching from everything that had happened. The pain, the confusion, it was all too much. But as I heard Rayaan's voice crack through the silence, something shifted inside me.

He was speaking, but the words... they felt different. The weight of his voice, the rawness in it, made my heart skip a beat.

ā€œI left because I thought I’d lose you,ā€ he said, his words stumbling out, each one filled with regret. ā€œJust like I lost someone else in the past. I was scared,scared of losing you too. And I didn’t know how to handle it. I thought I’d protect myself by pushing you away. But I was wrong. So wrong.ā€

My chest tightened, a lump forming in my throat. He was telling me why. Telling me everything I had always wondered. But could it really be true? Could he really have felt the same way? Was this the Rayaan Oberoi the powerful, controlled man I knew confessing his fears, his pain, his love for me?

ā€œI love you, Arvi,ā€ he whispered, his voice shaky now. ā€œI love you more than I ever knew how to say. I pushed you away because I was terrified of what it meant to let someone in. But the truth is, I need you. I can’t breathe without you. I… I love you.ā€

His words hit me like a wave crashing against the shore. I wanted to believe him, wanted to take those words and hold onto them forever. But how could I? How could I trust that this wasn’t just some fleeting emotion, a reaction to everything that had happened?

I searched his face, looking for the truth in his eyes. I needed to know. I needed to see the sincerity in him, the raw honesty that matched the brokenness I felt inside.

But as I looked into his eyes, something shifted. His gaze was full of regret, but also hope hope that I would understand, that I would believe him. I wanted to. I really did.

Before I could even speak, the words left my lips in a soft whisper, shaky but full of emotion, ā€œGale lagayi muje... Dekh kya rhe hai?ā€

I reached out, feeling the desperate need to close the distance between us. I didn’t know what else to say. I was scared, too scared of letting myself fall for him again, scared of what it would mean for me if I did. But when his arms enveloped me, when he pulled me close, I felt something I hadn’t felt in so long.

Safe.

I pressed my face against his chest, my body shaking with the weight of everything I had been holding back. His arms tightened around me, and I finally let myself relax into him. I didn't need to say anything else. In that moment, everything was clear. I didn’t need grand declarations, or promises of forever. All I needed was him, here with me, holding me.

ā€œI’m here now,ā€ he whispered into my hair. ā€œI won’t leave again. I swear.ā€

And somehow, I believed him. For the first time, I believed in us.

The warmth of Rayaan’s embrace was the only thing that kept me grounded, but just as I finally allowed myself to sink into the safety of his arms, the door to the room creaked open.

I didn’t even need to look up to know who it was. A wave of familiar warmth swept over me, and then I felt arms encircle me from behind.

Maa. She pressed her face against the top of my head, her hands shaking as she held me tightly, as though afraid I might slip away from her. ā€œBeta,ā€ she whispered, her voice thick with emotion, ā€œYou gave us all such a scare.ā€

And then, one by one, they all came in.

Vivaan was next, his face blotchy with tears. He didn’t say anything, just held me, like he was trying to reassure himself as much as me.

ā€œYou scared us all, Arvi,ā€ he murmured, his voice hoarse. ā€œI—I'm so sorry.ā€

Vanisha, Aleesha, and Arekha followed, their faces pale but filled with relief. They crowded around me, their arms wrapping me up, their sobs a soft chorus in the background.

ā€œArvi, don’t you ever do that again!ā€ Arekha cried, squeezing me tightly.

ā€œI thought we were going to lose you,ā€ Aleesha whispered, brushing her hand through my hair.

ā€œI was so worried bhabiā€ Vanisha cried.

And then came Choti Maa. She entered quietly, her eyes filled with the kind of concern only a mother could carry. Without a word, she knelt beside me, holding my hands in both of hers.

ā€œArvi, beta, you’re safe now. We won’t let anything happen to you,ā€ she said softly, her voice filled with the kind of warmth I had always sought.

Each hug, each touch, felt like a balm to the wounds I didn’t even know were there. My heart was overwhelmed by their love, their concern. I realized that even though I had always felt so alone, I had never truly been alone.

I turned my face toward Rayaan. His eyes were full of emotion grief, guilt, relief, but most of all, love. He stood quietly, letting me have these moments with his family, but his presence was a steady force behind me.

Maa, with tears streaming down her face, pulled away slightly and said, ā€œRayaan.. you need to know, Arvi needs us all now. She’s our daughter, too.ā€

Rayaan nodded, the weight of her words sinking in. I could see the softness in his gaze as he turned to face the family. The bond between him and them was growing. They had always been protective of me, but they were seeing him in a new light.

As they all stood around me, I realized that no matter what had happened, no matter the misunderstandings, we were a family. And we would heal, together.

Rayaan slowly stepped closer, his hand on my shoulder, and pulled me into another hug, this time with his family surrounding us. It wasn’t just the two of us anymore. We had them. Together, we would face whatever came next.

ā€œI love you,ā€ he whispered softly, and I knew really knew that this time, he meant it.

ā€œTake rest now, jaan,ā€ Rayaan said gently, his voice soothing. ā€œI’ll be here.ā€

I couldn’t help but smile as Aleesha Arekha Vanisha gathered around us rest of family left, their teasing voices filling the room.

Vivaan raised an eyebrow, grinning. ā€œRayaan Oberoi, calling his wife ā€˜jaan’? Oh ho, who would’ve thought?ā€ He winked at me, a playful smirk tugging at his lips. ā€œGuess our Bhai’s gone soft, huh?ā€

Aleesha laughed, nudging Arekha. ā€œBhai isĀ  romantic now? Calling her ā€˜jaan’? I never thought I’d see the day.ā€

Arekha giggled, her voice full of mischief. ā€œLooks like someone’s wrapped around her finger.ā€

I could feel my cheeks burn with embarrassment. I wasn’t sure how to react. Their teasing was light, but it made me blush harder, especially with them staring at me with those knowing smiles.

I glanced at Rayaan, but his expression was unreadable. He didn’t seem thrilled with the teasing, but there was a certain tension in his jaw. He glanced at his cousins, and I could feel the air change around us. He wasn’t going to let this go on for long.

Vivaan’s smirk grew wider as he continued. ā€œWow, Bhai calling her ā€˜jaan’... What’s next? Writing her love letters?ā€

Aleesha leaned in, teasing. ā€œI never thought I’d see Rayaan Oberoi getting all soft and mushy. Is this even the same guy?ā€

I could feel myself getting flustered. My heart was racing, and I wasn’t sure whether to laugh or hide. Their words made me feel like the center of attention, and I wasn’t used to it.

Then, their teasing shifted to me. Vivaan turned to me, his grin widening. ā€œArvi, you’ve got him wrapped around your finger, huh? Didn’t think Bhai was the type to call anyone ā€˜jaan.ā€™ā€

I couldn’t hold back the blush that spread across my face. The attention felt overwhelming, and I shifted in my seat, trying to hide my embarrassment.

Aleesha raised an eyebrow. ā€œSo, Arvi, what’s it like being ā€˜jaan’ to Rayaan Oberoi? Must be nice.ā€

I was at a loss for words. My face was burning, and all I could do was look at Rayaan, who was still staring at his cousins with a stern expression.

But before I could say anything, Rayaan stepped in. His eyes narrowed, and his voice dropped, low and commanding. ā€œEnough.ā€

His tone was sharp, and in an instant, the teasing stopped. Vivaan’s grin faded, and Arekha and Aleesha fell silent, realizing Rayaan wasn’t in the mood for their playful banter.

Vivaan quickly cleared his throat. ā€œSorry, Bhai, didn’t mean to embarrass her.ā€

Rayaan’s gaze softened as he turned to me, his hand resting gently on my back. ā€œIgnore them,ā€ he murmured, his voice barely above a whisper. ā€œThey’re just jealous.ā€

I couldn’t help but smile at his words, the warmth in his touch calming me. The teasing was still fresh in my mind, but Rayaan’s protective side always managed to ease my nerves.

I smiled up at him, my voice soft. ā€œI’m not complaining,ā€ I teased. ā€œI kind of like hearing you call me ā€˜jaan.ā€™ā€

Rayaan’s eyes softened, and for a brief moment, he seemed almost shy. He leaned down and kissed my forehead, his hand staying on mine.

ā€œTake rest now, Arvi,ā€ he said gently, his concern evident. ā€œWe’ll be here.ā€

The teasing faded into the background as I sat next to him, feeling completely at ease.

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